Wednesday, July 22, 2009

So many wonderful feelings!

by Jessica





Renee is doing better everyday! 4 lbs 4.2 oz. Moving to an open crib as we speak. She had a few apnea episodes, but still a lot fewer than normal! But isn't she beautiful!
Feelings of NERVOUSNESS

Renee will be coming home soon and I don't know if I have everything I need!!!!!!!! I think I do, but doing this for the first time is scary and exciting all at the same time! She is so fragile and hopefully she won't be coming home with a monitor! But if we do, I'll be wide awake and ready for anything, I hope!


Feelings of SADNESS
Grandma Jo and Nanny Leah will be leaving us this morning. Their stay was short, but they were here for such big steps. Makes me sad sometimes to think of how far away they are, but technology today is amazing and I know Grandma Jo will be getting a web cam here soon! Sadness also because I have to leave this beautiful little girl everyday. I know she is in good hands!

Feelings of JOY
I'M A MOM!!!!!
What else can I say!!!

3 comments:

  1. wonderful post - will miss you all so much. You'll be a very good Mom, lotsa love, g jo

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  2. Hi Honey, You are going to be just great! Relax, and enjoy, the nurses will make you comfortable with care for Renee and monitor equipment if need be. She is gaining weight so well! Beautiful post today.. Happy and Sad..life with a small child is kinda like that:)

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  3. Beautifully put, Jess and what wonderful pictures! I think she is hamming it up in that first picture; she knows what to do when the camera comes out. Cute! Touching pic of bR and you; you will be the BEST mom.
    Yep, proof that grandma Jo was there, I bet it was hard for Leah and Jo to leave. We have our web cam ready to go also. Love to all--g

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